You just become numb and learn to smile and say everything is okay, yes I am great. While on the inside your heart feels as though it is just bleeding profusely. Most days you wander as if you are in a fog on the inside. On the outside your smile is so bright and greets everyone. They have no clue of the pain and hurt you suffer on the inside. No one to talk, no one would even understand your journey and your pain so why bother. You keep it inside until you figure out how to get through it with your tears hid behind your smile.
by me the pain I feel at this moment
