Tuesday, January 20, 2015

Transformation Tuesday




Today is a beautiful day here in South Georgia.  I played Pandora on my phone hooked up my headset and went to the park and walked 2 miles.  Had to clear my head and get some thinking done.  

2015 is a year for me to define who I am.  I realized I have been just existing for years, buried in my work and anything else that would come along and consume my time to keep me from facing a very wrecked home life.  Married to a very #narcissistic person for 26 years.  Took going through cancer to wake me up.   Now I have stepped out on my own with my Son hoping to teach him what living is all about and being #happy.   Life is something to be experienced and it is up to us as an individual to make it happen.  I have been doing a lot of thinking (sometimes too much) about where I want my life to go now.   The world is wide open and there is so much to see and do.  So first things first, I have to get my business back going.  I haven't worked out all the details yet, but it will happen.

I have been chosen small business of the year through the local chamber of commerce that I am a member  through my Avon business.  That is exciting.  






Monday, January 19, 2015

Happy Monday





#HappyMonday - Why! Because we choose to be #happy! Enjoy this day and make every moment count. You are in charge of your emotions today!  

Friday, January 16, 2015

#Friday

Good Morning! It's Friday smile emoticon
 A brand New Day - What will you do different? I choose to live not just exist - you will not get another chance to relive today! Enjoy and make lots of memories.

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Thursday, January 15, 2015

Welcome 2015


Starting a New Year and working on a New Me!  You know the famous quote nothing changes until you change?  I have finally stopped expecting things to change on their own and have taken action.  I am so excited about 2015.  I look forward to creating an awesome year.  You know we have to get out of our comfort zone and start making things happen.  

This July will be my 5 year celebration of life after cancer!  
I am celebrating life everyday! 

Hoping your 2015 is the best year of your life!  


Monday, December 15, 2014

The Tears Hid Behind the Smile........



You just become numb and learn to smile and say everything is okay, yes I am great. While on the inside your heart feels as though it is just bleeding profusely.   Most days you wander as if you are in a fog on the inside.  On the outside your smile is so bright and greets everyone.  They have no clue of the pain and hurt you suffer on the inside.  No one to talk, no one would even understand your journey and your pain so why bother.  You keep it inside until you figure out how to get through it with your tears hid behind your smile.  


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